challenge 1

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When you don’t feel right, you don’t blog right.

So there you go. I haven’t been feeling all in one place lately that and as you can tell, I have been stuck in one place at work since August with little break time. Now that I have some time for breaks I am working on what my plans for everything is. I must sound pretty silly to keep mentioning about “plan this” and “plan that” and nothing has come to past. I would like to think that now I have a better motive for going this route…I have to. Before in the past, me actually doing this wasn’t first priority but now with the change that I had to go ahead and accept I decided to start making this whole idea TOP PRIORITY. Why though? Like what’s going on? So much is going on as of now and I just need time to think and write. I need time to think and write about stuff. But yeah I will be explaining everything happening with me. Still working towards getting a place to stay but I am still cramped up. Writing is impossible almost because all I want to do is sleep and eat. Ugh! I will be back, trust me I will be.

Budget, budget, BUDGET!

Hey there! I think I am feeling pretty confident to start video blogging again. I am not in a place where I can do much of that, unless I got out to my car and make all my videos from out there but I am not sure if I want to do that. Anyway, I am going to be writing on some of the budget lists that I have been coming up with one being food, the other being money. I thought that I had a second one but I guess not. Hmm. I didn’t mean second I meant third and I am too lazy to go back and erase all of that so you’re just going to have to read it. But anyway this is the pre-post for those topics and I will be coming on here soon to start writing on them. I hope to get a lot more posts in for the journal other than just once in a while. Well I am going to be back with those topics shortly, thanks.

Oops, did I say that?

Okay, so maybe I should be the first to admit that sometimes certain words just do not come out of your mouth the way you meant them to. That or you just really did not mean to say what you just blurted out. I have been victim to this but I have also been on the other end being the one saying something stupid, oops. Earlier this year, it was like some people could not stop mentioning things about my hair and my weight, as if I do not think about the two constantly. I, not being the type of person to be quick with comebacks or replies, always brushed it off with an “okay” or a smile and really…the smile made it worse. Because I do not curse people out whenever they say things to me that are out of line, I am taken as “weak” and so many people keep on ragging on me. I ask God how much I can really bare when I am struggling with the fact that everyone thinks that I am weak and do not know how to defend myself when I just simple let it go, silently. When things like this occur, I ask God to please make me STRONGER so that I can be quick to respond and defend myself. Sadly, defending myself has gotten me into to worse trouble than not speaking up, wow. But lately, I have been noticing that it is me that has been blurting out random things without thinking to people, yikes! I know there is a such thing as “in the heat of the moment” (if that applies to what I am trying to get at and if not then please ignore!) but I have noticed that I have been making a lot more “did I say that?!” statements. Like anyone, I do not mean to but hey they just happen. The best thing you can do is learn from moments like this, ask for forgiveness from them and God and move on. Learn to let things go and learn to do your very best to think before you speak. Just wanted to share that with you folks. Night. <3

30 day writing challenge: Day 8

Day 8: 5 Things from your bucket list

Hmm five things from my bucket list? But wouldn’t that be five things from this list, “30 day writing challenge: Day 4“? Well I don’t want to spoil the fun by just copying over five things from that list so I can add some more things to make my bucket list. There was a website, I have forgotten the name of it, that allowed you to create a list and it was sort of like a bucket list almost list a to do list of goals. I deleted my account because I wasn’t really using it and sadly I don’t remember the goals that I had on there. I can come up with some new ones though.

1. get back into reading my Bible more – a must!

2. start writing poetry again – I write things often but I would like to get back into the hang of writing more poetry

3. take a vacation by myself somewhere – I like this idea

4. super duper, amazingly awesome!, so can’t wait for this, X-RATED, EXTREMELY TOP SECRET FANTASTICAL PLANS!!!! – to purchase my first Mac desktop computer…hmm

5. start up a rose garden