Day 15: Anything.
Welp, even though we are 8 days into the challenge, let me introduce my “30 Days of Confidence” challenge right now. I am not going to say too much on it now but just a little overview of it. I started this challenge in the Fall semester of 2011 during the month of November. I originally named it “31 Days of Confidence” because I thought that November had 31 days to it…it doesn’t. -____- FAIL! Well not really but I didn’t realize it until I got into the 20’s of the days and was like, “so November don’t got 31 days?!…damn! damn! DAMN!” It’s cool though. I did the challenge again with the same old material but then I decided it was too personal and so I took the challenge down from here. Now I am going to come back again with my 2013 edition with mostly the same things but with a twist on how I am presenting the information. Hope you all enjoy this too! See you then!
Day 14 – Some things that make you feel warm and fuzzy.
I am like a big kid, I love fireworks
Photo credit: Fashion secret
Man I love sunsets and sunrises, wish I could capture something like that
Photo credit: Fairy candles
Always loved Mickey Mouse
Photo credit: Vintage Mickey Mouse
I really love going fairs and I can’t wait for another one!
Photo credit: Me! I took this at the Hammond Fair at the Catholic church
Aaliyah makes me feel awesome and I wish that she was still here
Photo credit: Dmentality
Day 13 – Things you can’t say out loud.
If I were to say them out loud…but I just can’t. I think about a lot of things during the day and most of them is just me trying to find ways to take care of my family. I at times feel really helpless but I just try to snap myself back because I really need to focus on school. If I lose focus of school, then I get scared and just sit back and watch myself fail for some reason. I sometimes feel like what I am fighting for isn’t worth it and I don’t know how to clear my head enough to remind myself that I am worth it and I am worth fighting for. People say to never mix home and school life but it has been happening ever since high school and I am not real sure how not to do that. I understand that I just have to let it go and not to stress and I have been doing a good job of not stressing whenever I receive bad news. All in all I have a lot going on in the inside but I manage to get through the days with smiles because I know that everything is just going to be okay…it just has to be.
Day 12 – Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Oh man that one is quite personal but I am not sure where to start. I noticed I always say that I don’t know where to start but then i start writing a paragraph and whatnot…gosh. Anyway, here it goes.
1. how to pay off this huge college bill that I have
2. what happens if I don’t pay off this bill
3. the fact that I need a car
4. worried thoughts about my mother
5. how May is approaching and we don’t have a home
6. other family issues that I just seem too small to deal with them
7. how to get back to Christ
Day 11 – Do you wish for anything at 11:11? If so, what for?
I mean I used to wish at 11:11 for some reason but as of now, I don’t anymore. I don’t think that it was something that I should be doing. I told myself long ago to stop wishing and to start doing. I know wishing may work for some people but it just don’t work for me. What works for me is to work and the harder that I work towards my dreams, then they come true. I also stopped wishing for certain guys that I would like to start noticing me because it was pretty depressing whenever they didn’t. I didn’t like making myself feel miserable like that and I started saying, “If it were meant to be, then it would have happened.” because others have noticed me and I am happy with the way that I am so I wasn’t going to start being someone that I wasn’t and not for a guy’s attention either. So no, I don’t wish for anything or ANYONE at 11:11. Thanks.