Ughhh. I remember a while back I was going to write this amazing post about how you could be expecting big things for July and the sites…well. What happened? I am not sure, I’m lying but yeah I am not sure. I mentally planned this out but nothing came to plans (rather than say past). I am kind of jumbled up right now and money is pretty tight but I am still going to be working on that thing that I originally said that I was. Maybe now I will be able to find a better route with managing time…I hope. Or else you’ll have to endure another sappy explanation post as to why I didn’t do what I was supposed to…oops. I guess there is not enough hours in the day, to do it all…it ain’t enough. PEACE
And by that I mean these web domains because everything is getting out of hand. I come on my page and I am just like, “this is so boring, it is so bland and there is so much I need to clean up on here…”. I do research for other blogs out there that would be popping and I get to nothing. Almost everything that I came across was pretty much a dish of repetitiveness and I really dislike that. There were some mommy blogs that I came across that had content similar to mine, meaning they were making post to in some way, “interact” with their viewers which is what I am working towards doing. I am very interested in putting out content that will bring in more viewers and interactive people but I am not for selling my attention to Hollywood to do it. I made it clear that I didn’t want to be a celebrity blog, though I gave my opinion on many things concerning celebrities. I made it clear that I didn’t want to be a advice blog, though this kind of is but in a way that I am doing my best to tell a story rather than do, “advice on: boys, love, family, make-up…etc”. And finally, I made it clear to myself that I just wanted to be free and not worry about getting 415+ comments on my posts, 1,515,529 likes on Facebook and 2,562,682 or 2.5m followers on InstaGram. I sadly, lost that passion somewhere along the way. I started deleting all of my social networks and the ones that I did have, I was super quiet on them so it was like I was shy and quiet in person as well as on my social media. I got annoyed and just went through and deleted all of them…and now I am starting over again. Why? I’m doing it for VINE…just kidding I am doing it for my business. I just can’t stop thinking about the many possibilities that I can gain from putting in work towards this idea. I think I have been putting this opportunity off for way too long and now that things are changing up in my personal life, I can see where God is making arrangements for me to do so again. I am determined this time not to fail God and not to fail myself. If He gave me this talent, not using it is a sign of ungratefulness I wouldn’t want to hurt God like that. I mentioned a second job, maybe this could be it and then I could make plans for school again. I have been receiving some pretty harsh heartbreaks over the past few days and even though my mind keeps playing them back for me I just keep telling myself that, “it wasn’t mine if I couldn’t get it” and “God Can’t Fail”. No, things haven’t been working out in the best way for me but I am still here and I thank God for the blessing of another chance at life. I am going to be making changes to all tree of my main sites and the others respectively. Though this site came first, it isn’t a business like the other three are considered and the last three are family businesses. So. With that said, don’t wish me luck but pray for me. PEACE.
No seriously, how do I make a layout for my WordPress blog? I mean everything is so different now and if you haven’t been doing this continuously non stop then you are pretty much out of the loop. Ex: me…so yeah. I look for tutorials but then I get so upset because everything is so much different now. The HTML and CSS still apply and I can even pull out one of my old layouts from back in the day and use it but with like a million errors. Hmm. I keep promising of a new layout but the truth is, all these tutorials are overwhelming me and I don’t have time to sit down and retrain myself. I would say I could pay someone to make me a layout but I am very picky and I don’t like being stuck into something that I cannot change. My LiveJournal is a bit more easier to design than WordPress but yet I still haven’t made anything new. I know that my skills are a bit rusty but I really hope to get some strength to start back up with something because I need to start making layouts again. I want to start making them for Tumblr too but then that is all so much! I am going to do it! I promi-…I am going to TRY to get some out how about that? Yeah, I am going to try. Ugh, some of these tags and categories need to be updated like bad! Ugh!!! I’mma do it, I’mma fix it…
So umm yeah I know that I was supposed to be working on a challenge for October and November and yeah what happened? I got sidetracked with other things and I am sorry about that. I had some things brought to my mind concerning the sites and I have been trying to work that out. It’s not that big of a deal but it is turning into one for me. I am just trying to make sure that everything that I have is pretty secured. That, and I am noticing that I am more “out there” than I would like to be. I am going to be working on blogging more but I am not going to focus on a challenge. I may complete that other challenge in December, yeah I may do that challenge then but I am not making any promises. Oh well. I just wanted to tell you what was going on.